I Think I'm Going CRAZY

Okay, I just have to complain for a minute here. I'm miserable. My IC is in the worst flare ever due to a terrible allergy season and living next to green (weed) space. The flare puts me in extreme pain and makes my bladder twitch. This makes me barf (around 3 times a day) and contract all the time. And we're not even talking about the collapsing in pain that happens when Eliza decides to stick an elbow or foot into my bladder.I wouldn't complain so much if there was anything that could be done to help. Alas, there is not. I'm taking a lot of Benadryl and Allegra (the two drugs that work to help and are allowed during pregnancy) and am praying that the pollen count goes down soon. In the meantime, I'll stay indoors and avoid the quilt that has exploded on my lawn. I'm hoping not to repeat the end of my Sara pregnancy with this one.